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Present Suffering and Future Glory

Romans 8:18-30

18 I consider that our present sufferings are not worth comparing with the glory that will be revealed in us. 19 For the creation waits in eager expectation for the children of God to be revealed. 20 For the creation was subjected to frustration, not by its own choice, but by the will of the one who subjected it, in hope 21 that the creation itself will be liberated from its bondage to decay and brought into the freedom and glory of the children of God.

22 We know that the whole creation has been groaning as in the pains of childbirth right up to the present time. 23 Not only so, but we ourselves, who have the firstfruits of the Spirit, groan inwardly as we wait eagerly for our adoption to sonship, the redemption of our bodies. 24 For in this hope we were saved. But hope that is seen is no hope at all. Who hopes for what they already have? 25 But if we hope for what we do not yet have, we wait for it patiently.

26 In the same way, the Spirit helps us in our weakness. We do not know what we ought to pray for, but the Spirit himself intercedes for us through wordless groans. 27 And he who searches our hearts knows the mind of the Spirit, because the Spirit intercedes for God’s people in accordance with the will of God.

28 And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose. 29 For those God foreknew he also predestined to be conformed to the image of his Son, that he might be the firstborn among many brothers and sisters. 30 And those he predestined, he also called; those he called, he also justified; those he justified, he also glorified.

War...

Early in the moring got a "fight" with some ppl .. so the angry.... rushing to finish some work ... but so nonsense call came in ask this and that... :(
After quarelling then i give up.. so tired to talk to these ppl.

Went out to visit some site and carry out some project. Then after lunch back here meeting then after that meet the ppl. This time when i meet the ppl i just clam myself and listen wat they said..

huh... tension betul after that kena marah lagi.. ish ish ish...

Then this verse came to me..

Hebrews 13 : 6
“The Lord is my helper; I will not be afraid.
What can mere mortals do to me?”

Yeah Lord.. claim me and be my helper.

:) i think i need to increase my EQ huhu...

Food Trip at KL

On the Korban Public Holiday

Lunch had thai food.. at Chan Sau Lin AWet Thai Food

Squid




Tomyam... Pedas ;p



Had Pumkin porridge and Soya as steamboat soup for dinner .. quite special ..

Starting


Dishes



End result .. a bit geli.. :)

Pain~~

Going through Pain ... Starting from Tues Ulcers suddenly come out like no body business.. haha... This is a combination of stress, rushing, "enzyme" bu Mc D and dehydrated.. Wednesday had Spcies thai food... Thursday pain pain .. but still eat biscuits :p.. Friday.. did sensory testing .. but but .. powder went into the hole so the pain.. :(

Yesterday i went to look in the mirror and count how many ulcers that i had... huhu 5 holes.. haha... Pain :s

But looking and thinking about the ppl that suffering around the world this is consider wat?


:)

Monday

Just another day.. tiring crazy mentally tension day huhu ... after a long holiday break.. huhu not good good good mood in working ...

Holiday on wednesday is coming...

What should i do.. ?? work or.. Erm... /....

Unworthy...

Thanks for the Cross..




Forever Grateful
You did not wait for me to draw near to You
But You clothed Yourself with frail humanity

You did not wait for me to cry out to You
But You let me hear Your Voice calling me


And I'm Forever Grateful to You
I'm Forever Grateful for The Cross
I'm Forever Grateful to You
That You came to seek and save the lost


Lost in the dark .. but U are the light that i am looking for... for the direction..

Cross 5 state in 24 hours -- ROAD

Huh.. First experience one day trip to Cameron Highlands....

Travel 5 state in a day.. thinking back is like sitting in the car nearly shole day.. from 6 am till 12am midnight huhu.. (Abit coo-koo)

Travel from

Negeri Sembilan (Nilai) to Selangor to Perak (Simpang Pulai) to Pahang (Cameron Highlands) then back to Perak (Simpang Pulai) to Selangor to Negeri Sembilan (Nilai) and Melaka (Home)

Time took
18hours...

Anyway thank God for the save journey mercy..




Road is seems so long... Sometimes is hard to travel.. Thanks for those friend that is always there to support and help for me.. Lord.. Grant me the wisdom is settling things and problems in daily living.. Provide me discipline on the things that U had plan for me to follow ... Self-control and discipline...
Sometimes frustrated.. Sad... Pek chek.. moody.. And remind me always that U are holding close in Ur arm.

DRAW ME CLOSE TO U

Draw me close to you
Never let me go
I lay it all down again
To hear you say that I'm your friend

Help me find a way to bring me back to you

[Chorus:]
You're all I want, You're all I've ever needed
You're all I want,
Help me know you are near

You are my desire
No one else will do
Cause no one else
Can take you place
To feel the warmth of Your embrace

Help me find a way to bring me back to you

crazy brain

When u are holiday thinkin abt work.. when u are work thinkin abt holiday... SAMPAT

Somehow sometimes just always keep me busy doing some other things and not to think of others things... is this call run away from things.. huhu..

Medicine

How fasinating with medicine.. different colour and shape... hehe ..

Got these from Doc last week.. and also MC le... All get from Doc is just to see and keep... not for eat or use...
I think i will collect and keep in a transparent bottle..
How rare for me to have medicine..and got syrup somemore